MY JOURNEY TO HAPPINESS AND SELF-LOVE.

Happiness starts with you. Not your friendship, relationship or job but with you.

Hola!!!. Welcome to my empire. Hope you’ll are doing fine. This is really an emotional post and I’m not expecting a lot of views and comments. I feel like some of my posts ain’t worth sharing, it’s not educative but these are contents I would love to read at some point in my life. (In the future)

So yesterday night, I was really in my

feelings. I’ve been trying hard to stop crying because of something, because of someone but I couldn’t just control it.

December 2020 was the most emotional month I’ve ever had in my life. If you read my “COVID-19 experience”, you’ll probably be able to relate to what I’m about to say. I’ll drop the link below. It all started when I tested positive twice without even showing any symptoms. At that point, I felt like everything in me died but that’s just part one of everything I went through late last year.

I really don’t get attached to people because for some awkward reason. I really don’t have a large circle of friends. May 2020( I think march... I’m not really sure about the month), I met someone that really changed my life and the way I see things. Okay...the thing is that, I started blogging June 2018. Then, I wasn’t really posting good contents but I had a large number of readers, about 1k because of the Wordpress community( I used Wordpress before moving to wix). I didn’t tell the person that I had a blog but I sent him a blog post link and he was like you have a blog-blah-blah-blah. So he went through the link and then he had to point out my mistakes on that particular post. (I think I was writing about my school and I forgot to include the name and some pictures 🥴) and at that point, I just knew he was the support I needed. This guy was always there to motivate me whenever I’m down and then he supported me like no one else has ever done. He was always giving me reasons to write and be happy.

[A quick one, so you can know how important this person is to me. So I celebrated my 16th year old birthday, June 2020 and then I stumbled on a post on the internet. The title of the post is “10 things you should do before you turn 16” and I went through it and I discovered that I haven’t done at least 5 of what was listed in the post. So I sent the link to him and explain how I felt to him. The first thing he said really melted my heart, “Did God say you must do this?”. He said some other things which I would not say here but that’s to show you how much he meant to me.]

July 2020, I decided to take a break from blogging and then he was like “Gloria, Whatsup I’ve not been seeing any new posts. What’s going on. I couldn’t give him an answer because even Gloria didn’t know why she took a break 😹💔. He said something I’ll never ever forget.

“Your blog is like a picture of you, paint it well. It’s giving a first impression to people who haven’t met you physically.”

“You just have to be consistent, don’t let anyone think you’re lazy or not being serious.” At first I didn’t read meanings to these words

September 2020, We had a break in transmission(We couldn’t communicate because of reasons I would love to keep private). At that point, I started reading meanings to every word he told me before, every motivation he gave me. Two weeks after we had a break, I started blogging again. It took me time to create another website but I was really serious with it and i was and I am really consistent with it and this has been one of my greatest achievement so far. I think about two weeks after I created my new blog he called me and he said “I’m so proud of you, (after seeing what I was able to build) I’m sorry I couldn’t help you create your website”( because he’s a tech guy) and I was like oh, thank you, thank you🥺💫( Deep down do you know what that means to me but let’s just act tush 😹😹) I never knew the role he played in my life until we had that break in transmission. Every word he said made meanings to me.

December 2020, We started communicating. After the whole corona issue, I felt like he was the only one that could get me together but I was wrong.

When we started communicating,everything about us, everything about him changed. He wasn’t the person I knew before. Everything just changed and at that point in my life I felt broken, my problem just multipled🥴🥴🥴😹 and for the first time in my entire life, I had issues with my mental health. I was always waking up at night, crying and I couldn’t think straight or do anything reasonable at that point in my life. I hate it when you’re too attached to someone and then you guys loose interest in each other. I tried to make things work out but I just felt it was one sided. I tried to let go, I did honestly but I still find myself holding back and then I wasn’t just sure of myself, I wasn’t sure if what I wanted. I had to deal with that for about two months

(I don’t know how I feel about this post but it’s fine). This is February 2021 and emotionally I’m still processing everything that happened December 2020. Yesterday, I was really in my feelings and my friends came through for me. I’ll be sharing some of what they said.

“Don’t be a fool by loving too much. Don’t give too much. Give back the same energy a person gives you”

“Hmm

Life.

Life happens to everyone.

And I Know we will scale through.

Just trust the process and don't forget the God factor”

“At this point, you have to accept what has happened. Read books, listen to music, and write.

There’s one that really made cry, I’ll attach the pictures below.

At some point in our lives, we all had this particular friend that really made our life meaningful but at the end they left us broken but remember time heals. Soon we’ll make good memories that will make us forget the past and move on with our future because happiness is like a sun, there’ll always be sun rise after sunset.

At this point I’ve decided to go on a journey I’ll call it my journey to happiness, progress and self care 💫

I know you might not enjoy where this is heading but trust me on this. So I’m going to be sharing every part of my journey with you. Enjoy 💫

XOXO❤️💫

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